I just logged into my wrong tumblr
i forgot this existed
-Leda0 - REBLOG
I haven’t posted here in a while, eh.
I’ve been really extra upset lately. So I’ve been trying to occupy my time, but it doesn’t always work.
I’m just sick of feeling this way.
~Leda0 - REBLOG
You know, the kind of warmth that you can feel colliding between your bones.
The kind feeling that infects you, like a virus. And fills you up until you tip over and watch it all pour out.
It’s been quite a while since I saw you happy.
And maybe it’s fear that sets you back,
That fear of losing yourself all over again.
The process of going through every tree in every village, looking through every apple until you find the perfect few,
Wrapping it all up ever so carefully only to watch the worms and parasites eat away to the core.
But you’ve got to let go. I think you’ve been too hard on yourself.
Because before you know it, your world will be over,
The rivers will evaporate,
The soil will erode,
The clouds will disintergrate,
And you will be alone forever if you stay this way.
You gotta let it go.